realationshit number 4 the most pathetic of all...

i dated this freind of mine...Adam it was really weird and lasted about 2 days hes one of those guys who gets really cocky when he gets a gf and then turns around and trys to get people to feel sorry for him once he gets dumped.tragic tragic tragic........not even worth the post

lets ignore number 0 for a while...relationshit number um 3?

after 0 i dated auston..who i am now again dating..well im not sure why it didnt work wasnt a very long realationship and idk not much to say.

Love Outlet or Victim of Confusion???

so my good freind Sarita says im number 0's love outlet.she would come and go get affection when she needed it.i doubted that but its something to ponder.are there love outlets? cant people just be confused about what they want? so if you get the time...wich you have sense your reading this...respond tell me your thoughts.

lets review number 0

after noah i was kinda lonely but i was very "in love" with number 0.i was very into this girly shes amazingly sweet.She and i kinda almost dated it was rather pathetic.we flirted and we kept planning to spend time together but things kept happening to ruin it.then she would tell me to fuck off then we would be ok again uck..so yeah then between later realtionshits she came back...again wanted to be with my soooo bad blah blah blah and of course i was more then happy to be there for her.then i found out she was kissing a bunch of people at a party she had her freaind threaten me and shetold me to fuck off.we didnt talk for about a month then she randomly sent my e text well i was not happy to hear from her(ok i was but im just that lame..i was in love give me a break) we eventually figure stuff out and we got over eachother.now were freinds and its really great.she goes to a different school so when i need advice shes perfect(cause she aint there lol)she was my first love and my first kiss with a girl..one of the best ive ever had btw.

woooo!!! relationshit numero tres!!!..haha sike

i know you must be excited to hear about another one of my failures but im going to take a break to explain stuff.im a pansy a freaking wuss ive been cheated on hurt pushed away adn pulled back ive been deeply hurt by this one person (number 0) who is now one of my favorite freinds.isnt that sad?ok another thing until number 0 i had never said i love you to anyone i was dating..it used to be a really big deal to me esp after being hurt..i got scared to say it..pathetic right?? but ive gotten better im over it.sooo ok now we can get to realtionship 3.

and now to my second realationshit!!!

ok so realationshit number 2 dun dun duh...so i dated this other boy noah...i really liked him..at first.we got along great i was always at his house his parents loved me it was perfect then he became a bit clingy..but i kinda blame myself.you see i started getting interest in someone else(realationshit number 0)i was pulling away and as time when on things got bad..he was my first kiss...yet i kissed number 0 a few days later also my first kiss(ill explain later)so anyways me and him broke up and became good freinds now we talk once in a while and things are good.i learned i dont really know much and realationships can be really amazing...even if they end.soo now i will get to the next "love" in my life...

so im going to go realationship by realationship...follow

ok so my very first realationship was hmm well i dated this guy austin...who now urkes me.we started out ok flirting and stuff then idk i guess i got tired of him or it just didnt work.we broke up well i dumped him.he got over it and dated my best freind for like 8 monthes.(thats a different story)remember that best freind or later.ok so that was my first bf.fun huh??yeah that realationship was extremly boring.